My Clairsentience

By Author: Heidi B. Lapin
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I have been clairsentient psychic (I hate the word psychic) all my life. I will skip all the regular everyday psychic stuff because it really isn't that interesting as some of the better things I'll talk about. Once I was content with knowing I had the gift, it was kind of neat to realize that not everyone did. When you're a kid, you really don't know any different. I admit, it is an interesting talent, for a lack of a better word, but sometimes it feels like a curse. There are times when I know things I don't want to know. You can't just turn it off and on when it is convenient. You learn to take the positive with the negative and learn the ethics involved with it all. Once you get a handle on the ups and downs, you can use the ability to help others who want your help. I do that by doing readings. One of the ways I read is by psychometry. I hold an object or picture and get the vibes and messages from it. Another is just hearing the voice of the client in person or via phone. I always tell my clients not to give me too much detail; the less I am told, the better I can see. The most common question I'm asked is how my abilities ...
... work. I'll try to explain how I see, but it has always been difficult for me to describe.
The most common way I see is as if a thought just appears in my mind. It isn't at all like someone is whispering it my ear, or holding a flash card in front of my face for me to read from. For example, a woman came into the animal hospital where I work to sell some kind of promotional spa package deal. She mentioned she had a dog at home that was kind of sick at the time. I asked her if her dog's name was Daisy or Hazel. She said, Daisyhow did you? With a spooked look on her face I just answered, Oh, it's just this strange thing I have. At that point, I decided to play with this sales lady a bit just to see her reaction. I went on to ask, Oh, Daisy's a Christmas baby, huh? She's going to be 4 years old this year? She answered, Yes, oh my God, how do you do that? I smiled and asked her to take Daisy back to her veterinarian for a check-up since it had been a few months since she had brought her in. I told her to ask the veterinarian to do a food allergy test. I was sensing this woman was focusing more on the dog having a problem with an internal organ, but an ingredient found in many dog foods was causing the symptoms. She took my business card and called me a few weeks later. Her vet sent her to the specialist (allergist) and it turned out that Daisy was allergic to 2 different ingredients and that was what was making her ill.
So, thoughts, vibes, and pictures appear to me in that same way. I just seem to know, as if I matter-of-factly knew something. I don't think about where it comes from.
A cool memorable experience was one night when I was doing an in-person reading. (I did a majority over the phone.) A woman suspected her husband was fooling around with someone she thought she knew. I told her that before she accused him of anything, or confronted him; go to his office when he is not around. I told her to look in the bottom, right-hand drawer of his desk and she would find a greeting card in a florescent colored envelope. In that envelope would be a card she gave to him. If I was correct, I wanted her to call me immediately to schedule another reading (no extra charge, of course!) She found the card and our next session was about 2 days later. I put myself in what I call a conscious real-time OBE to enable myself to see the house that her husband was currently at. I described the house in detail, where his car was parked, and found my O.B. self in the backyard. I was standing at the bottom of a small hill looking upward at the yard. I described the wooden decking, where the bushes were placed, and the rectangular door with a narrow vertical window that a hall light was shining through. I described the bushes, trees, and the garden hose that was unraveled on the deck. She seemed to know exactly who's house I was describing. Unfortunately, I was accurate and she had to deal with the situation at hand.
That is something I am able to do more and more often now. I only started doing that by chance; it just happened. So, I made myself more aware and in touch with this new way to read and now it happens more often. I have been doing more and more spiritual sessions with people who have lost a loved one. The spirits seem to be willing to participate with me and guide me by showing me certain things, thus making me able to give the client more detailed messages. Many times, they take me on a trance-like journey to their childhood home or the home that the client may now live or be very familiar with. They take me throughout the house and show me specific things of significance such as a teddy bear on a bed, details of a painting on a wall, or even a crack in a wall or hole in a door. At first, I thought, why is he/she showing me this? But I began to realize it's better just to mention it to the client even if it seems frivolous to me. It must be something important, so I just say what I see. I have also wondered if maybe the spirit(s) take me on these detailed journeys to somehow prove my authenticity to put the client as ease and to show they're really the spirit and not some spirit pretending to be them. That is something some spirits and ghosts do when the living do séances and/or use a Quija Board. It's like a free ticket to enter into our realm. Sometimes, imposter spirits will actually act like the spirit being called just to play around with the living. Why? I honestly don't really know! As a long time clairsentient witch, I wrote a quick essay on what I am and what I do. I have this info on my website but usually give it to new clients to give him or her an idea of what I am and what to expect. I have been a clairsentient spiritual advisor on a professional level since appoximately 1996 and have built my clientele by only word-of-mouth references and by those whom come across my website.